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Samasawa · 09-10-2004, 08:08 AM

Alright i swear this is a complete coincidence.

I joined and saw that Private Pyle had joined in August. Why is this relivant? Well you talked in his thread about the banning game. Well I was one of the girls that played the game and spammed the forum. My game name was "XXXXXX".

Now before you get out your torches and pitch forks hear me out.
I know that was a stupid and immature thing to do and that I do not deserve to even look upon this forum but i am asking for another chance.

I am sincerly sorry for my actions and all the graif I caused the members and staff of this forum. I paid the price for my actions as well. After this forum i nominate one that I was a trusted and well respected member and moderator of. I played along with it when the members of smacker went about spamming the forum. closieng their threads andand warning them. and even in an attempt to conceal my part int he whole thing some of them even went as far as targetting me. makeing polls against me and callign me names of all sorts. This helped me to go undiscovered.

Then the admin happened to run across Smacker a few months later. I was not banned from the forum I was staffed at. but he did take my staff position away and even had me make a public appology to the memebrs. This led to most loosing respect and trust for me and some even went as far as hateing me.

After the hilidays I transfered to antoher college closer to home and my family. This ment a new IP and a doorway to see hexus.I lurked about reading threads and saw that this is actually a very interesting forum with many interesting people and i want to be a part of it. At the time I did nto have the courage to even try. I was ashamed of my actions.

i have admitted that I was stupid and immature at the time. Since then i have changed. Got a nice slapping by the real world and I have learned what respect means. Please give me a chance to prove myself. To prove that I am not the same person I was a year ago.

So what do you say? If the answere is no then I understand. Its my own fault and loss but I do hope you will look past my mistake.

Thank you,
Amandy