I think that's why I've steered clear of PvP so much in EVE so far, it's NEVER fair, and I can't stand unfair gaming but never find any games online that are fair (i.e. similar skill level, similar abilities etc).
Payday tomorrow so account will be back open for business soon, back to the standings grind with my Caldari chars. I haven't been online a lot, still trying to figure out which chars I wanna play and how I wanna play them plus I'm trying to avoid the war dec in BBK as I'm not up to scratch in PvP and will just get wasted if I venture outside.
Pretty sure I wanna stick to my Caldari chars and work on Caldari and Amarr standings, just need to avoid Caldari space, far too laggy for my liking!