Saracen, you mirror my thoughts sometimes. I'm with you, man. All that stuff..
You're right though, you can't keep worrying about all the stuff you can't control because it'll just drive you crazy. Do what you can and don't stop resisting
The people who like to say "Tonfoil hat blah blah blah" etc just can't handle the truth. It screws with their life too much. They don't want to think about it. They're like that guy in the Matrix who asked to be plugged back in and made to forget it all, who just wanted to be rich and ignorant because he couldn't handle it. I know people will be grinning while reading this, as I am writing it lol... But I do mean it. Truth