For anyone who cares...
As some might have noticed I haven't been around much lately. Tis truly been a busy time in the life of Rob! I have never had such a mix of heartache AND happiness in such a short space.
Firstly, I have decided to leave my partner of seven years and move to Southampton where I work. The two hour drive to work was killing me. And we haven't been happy for some time. I somehow feel slightly guilty that I should be more upset, but all I feel is relief. I hope she will find someone more suited than me. Someone to make her happy.
Which brings me onto the happiness. I guess a lot of people will think the two are connected, but they are not. As I was deciding to leave I met someone. Someone so absolutely beautiful I had to ask her out for dinner there and then. I don't know why, I just felt I had to be with this girl. She awoke a fire in me I haven't felt for over a decade.
Initially, there was no hint of a relationship. But after going out for only a few meetings, it has very quickly blossomed into something that could be very, very special. I wish I could express the joy I had recently just walking in the countryside with her. We stopped and lay on the side of a hill, holding hands and just looking out to sea. At that moment life could not have been more perfect!
The only hope I have in life at this precise moment is that she feels the same way. Fate threw us together - I just pray it can keep us there!
So with this I must bid you all adieu.
With the move I am going to lose my internet access for a while. I would hope to be back online soon, when I'll drop by and keep you posted. So until then, thanks to you all for being great. Thank you Rave for making me laugh on such a regular basis (and you Yamangman!). Honoop - Thanks for the siggie - That made my week! Zak - Thanks for just being David for making this place exist!!! So to Tumble, Shiato and all of you...
Till next time....