Well this is a rant about work so be warned.
As some people know I work as a Service Desk Anaylsy, basically fancy wording for first line support. I enjoy my job most days and get one with the people I work with so here comes the rant. A little while ago an opportunity came up to go down to London and meet some of the 2nd Line Staff and the clients we support as well as some of the managers, I put myself forward for this hopeing I would get the opporunity after all according to my boss I am a "key" and "important" member of the team as well as "one of the three" people he considers the best at the job we do, so I thought I was a dead cert as one of the lads from the three was off ill and one didnt want to go, anyway in this instance the lad who was off ill got offered the chanc to go and obviously he took it, but meh I thought another opportunity will arise and I will take that.
So, coming to this month. We have a new boss whom my boss is trying to impress, like you do, right? So when the big boss came down a week or two ago, out of all the people on the desk, he was sat with me for a while, listening to calls, watching the calls that are logged and generally asking questions to pick my brain which I was fine with and actually enjoyed the mini challenge.
So yesterday my boss asked who would like to go London, next week to meet people and do some floorwalking, which is basically walk around with a member of staff, asking users if the have problems and if they do, fix them there and then or log a call, great I thought will go for this.
So he asked, I spoke up, got ignored. Ok I thought maybe he didnt hear me, but the fact he was still asking others kinda annoyed the hell out of me so I left it until he asked again, spoke up again, got ignored, eventually after two of my colleagues spoke up while I was out of the room, he asked me, so I basically said yes and he asked me why I wanted to go, so I told him. Bascailly it came down to: -
I want to meet our second line staff.
I want to see how they work.
I want to move onto second line/ technical work
He laughed...at which point I shot him the "Why are you laughing? look"
Eventually he said ok and told me about ticket prices and that we would be getting back late on the Wednesday, no problem I said, it's the experience that counts. So today I asked to double check things as he had doctors today and what they said could affect next week, so I asked and got a completely unexpected answer.
Basically he said he was going to ask someone from the other desk as this other member of staffs knows both desk.
Ok, two points:-
1, He asked the desk I work on as we are the ones being judged the most, as we are the busiest of the two desks.
2, I have worked on both desks, I was put on the other desk for 1 week to "train" this soon turned into a couple of months, so I like to think I know the desk.
So yeah that really made me :@ the fact that he says yes then pretty much says no less than 24 hours later.
Right now I am thinking that there is no point at all in me putting my name forward for anything, as I always seem to get knocked back or ignored.
As another example, two people, one from each desk was asked to volunteer to be trained as a fire marshall, I put my name forward, only to be told the next day that I am not going and another lad (the same one as this time) is being sent instead of me.
Dont get me wrong, me and the lads are mates and have known each other since uni, so my problems isnt with him, its with the fact that I seem to keep getting overlooked. Does the fact that I work hard now work against me?!. Should I stop doing my best to hit and exceed targets? Should I stop putting the effort in to learn things that others on the desk dont know, or arent sure of? Should I stop sharing my information?
Really frustrated at the moment.
/rant